It Ends..

Woohoo!!! Exam's over...but somehow feel so normal...maybe cos the last few days already feel like holiday...haha!

Now all I have to do is clean apartment, pack everything, move stuff, do my sis's guardian thing, apply for electricity and gas for new place, cancel internet for old place, do direct debit stuff for new apartment, do some bank stuff.....

omg...so much stuff to do...in one week...omg omg...guess my holiday will only officially start on the plane back to Kuching...laksa!!! I miss u so much!!! Mm....

Tomorrow...

Can't wait can't wait!

S.H.E - 安静了

Eh Zai...this song really nice le..omg..

Written by Jay Chou...the tune is same as An Jing by Jay Chou...but the song is nice..@@ omg...so nice!

Here's the MV...Chun Yik...seriously...download this...very nice...then put repeat...dun listen to ur architecture in helsinki anymore la...haiyor...not up to standard la..LOL!

我的最愛

Just watched this show today, 我的最愛, english title is L for Love L for Lies...not bad quite nice...supposed to watch it long long long long long time ago when someone asked me to watch...lol! Only now got time to watch..heh! Quite nice o...not bad...i like it! Mm...

Found the Hong Kong version of Cyndi Wang...lol! Cute cute wan...and singer and actress also...the height looks about the same also...Stephy Tang!! So cute le...omg...so nice...@@


Chunyik...dun say I busy studying for exam forget u la..nah...here got one more cantomo for u to listen to...hehe! Quite nice...duet some more...dun play play..

方力申&邓丽欣-我的最爱

Bloody Cold!!

Summer is coming and its still so damn cold in Melbourne!! Freezing!!

Current Temperature : 21

Weather Forecast:
Tomorrow : Min 11 Max 21
Saturday : Min 9 Max 16
Sunday : Min 11 Max 17
Monday : Min 13 Max 19
Tuesday : Min 11 Max 21
Wednesday : Min 13 Max 24
Thursday : Min 17 Max 24

And everyday forecast got rain...sien...dun feel like Spring at all...like Winter..so cold!

Mm...feel like weather man now...

One paper left...

Woohoo!! One last paper...next monday...mm...today after Maths paper straight away took one whole day off studying. Went city...eat...shop...chill...eat..play pool...

Was gonna sing k..but...too late...room given away to other ppl...lol! Too bad cyik...next monday la...think its a sign that I shouldn't karaoke while I still have exams huh...heh!

Hmm...nth much to talk about now...more things to come after exams...i'm sure! Lol..

One more one more one more...come on!!

And it begins...

14...

17...

19...

24!!!

Depressed

Extremely depressed now..first time ever I am so unprepared for exams since first semester last year. Think I was more prepared then and still GG in one sub...this time really GG already...no more actuarial la..can say goodbye dy. Haih...I'm so screwed...

I just wanna get this over with...

Music

Recently find myself listening to a lot of songs from 侧田 and 林峰. Both sing cantonese songs and both have lots and lots of emo songs...侧田 got more i think...lol! Anyway, canto + emo = cantomo...

I present to you my new favourite genre...CANTOMO!!! Woohoo...so nice...

側田-命硬



側田-我有今日



側田-情歌



側田-美麗之景



側田-感動



林峰-愛不疚



林峰-愛在記憶中找你

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Aiks!!! Why my pics all upside down..omg...stupid N95...take lousy pics..mm..

Anyway, should be studying...but...instead...went to city...

Meet up with carol ngiao siao after so long din see her..haha! And ate nice sushi today...mm...very very nice...Kenzan GPO....gonna go there more often now..very very good sushi...really really good...

Wanna try Ramen-ya also....the ramen there looks so nice...right beside Kenzan...dilemma dilemma...

...and got my self this...


Breville Sandwich Maker...for the exams..lol! Sandwich gonna be my best fren the next 3 weeks...

and bought this also...


My G-Star blazer...wanted to buy it for long long long long long time for my new fashion style...LOL...but too exp...today went Myer basement see got discount...not that exp anymore..so buy lo..plus exchange rate drop...mm...so ya..buy buy buy..!!

Nice right nice right? Hehe...

K now I'll be a very good boy and study really really hard...must...pass...everything...

I can do it!!! RROOOOAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

Habis...

Din study at all today...woke up late and couldn't go library...so nice to sleep...haih...die die die...gg already!

And everyone finishing exams so early...praveen finished...carol just finished today...zai zai gonna finish tomoro...wth...stupid Melbourne Uni and all their long holidays and late starts...I want this hell to end!! Haih...my bro is goin back in 6 days time...so jealous...i wanna go back early too! So sad...mm..

This sem really really screwed up...think exams might not pass...haih...wad to do...just have to pray la..pray hard hard...

I need a bloody miracle...

Josh...nice catching up with u today...

Nice one la..

Altered my ksubi that day...and I think I shrunk it when I washed it just now...now I look like a sua ba lao/farmer/suku kia wearing the jeans... @.@ omg!!!

Currently trying to make it stretch...a lot!! Hope my plan succeeds... if not...


Hi, can I have one unit of emotions please?
Sorry...we're not selling those anymore...

Risk

Was just thinking how as someone studying actuarial science I learn to calculate risk and probability...and then I think bout how ppl say that sometimes we have to take risks in life to achieve something or to get what we want..


And then I think bout myself....how risk-averse I am...and how this time I actually put all the doubts and what ifs in my mind away and went all out to take chances...I took chances in everything...did things I never thought I would do...

And I got embarrassed by chance...it turned and walked away from me...I never got the chance I needed...and then risk came up from behind and gave me a huge kick in the ass...

Maybe this is a sign that I should stay risk-averse...maybe risk wants me to be afraid of it...maybe I shouldn't take risks anymore..

And then I remember wad ppl always say...some guys just have all the luck...so maybe I'm one of those guys who dun have any luck...does it really have to depend on luck? Aren't we supposed to fight for wad we want? Life is unfair...

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult. ~Seneca


P.S. : Anyone who wanna leave some stupid comment...pls just stop reading my blog if u can't take all this. This is my blog...I can write wadever it is that I want to...u all dun know wad i went through or how I feel so u dun have the right to judge me or wad I write. Dun read if u dun want to...I dun care...

Of Halloweens and Birthdays...

Happy belated birthday Ben! Before anyone say anything...I remembered!! Msged ben some more...took him half a day to reply... =___= Anyway see u soon in Melbourne...u coming over 15th right? Sry can't teman u too much...exam period...heh! I will see u on 19th la since i become more free then...



And happy halloween to everyone! Even though it is technically 1st November now...wow...November...my favourite month...when exams finish...holidays start...and we go home (normally...not this yr though). Nth special bout Halloween this yr except for the usual costumes along Swanston St and clubbing events which I dun go to anymore...

Speaking of clubbing, I'm surprised nobody went to Seven tonight...Trinity Ball After Party le...romesh wad happen? Lol! I memang not goin la..not my thing...but 28th night still on. Ended up playing winning at Verve till 1am...zai u damn lucky tonight...seriously...

It gets easier...slowly...very slowly...but i will not forget...ever...i dun want to...